Promises

One day I will update...one day. Still here, still doing well. Just very busy. Check back this weekend.

Sunday

What's going on today? Well, after I worked in the nursery at church we stopped by Target where I picked up a Swiffer WetJet and a few other little things I've been wanting to buy for a while but haven't wanted to spend the money. Oh what that tax return does to you. Our goal this year is not to spend it all frivolously however. We will be saving most of it. Finally.

So far this afternoon I've mopped my whole house minus our bedroom. That, I need to sweep with an actual broom...then mop. What an exciting Sunday. Don't you wish you were here? =)

The rest of my day will be spent with my sweet little boy and the books I need to read for tomorrow while Caleb watches old MASH reruns. I have so much due this Friday...we'll see if I get it done. I'll let you know.

Choppy, uneventful...but such is life.

Days off rock!

We had a lot of fun today. Nathan and I met up with some friends of ours from church. Ashleigh is about a month older than Nathan so her mom Meta and I decided to take them to "Book Babies" at the library near my work. It was great to finally be able to do something SAHM-y for once. Nathan seemed to enjoy it, he's never seen so many babies before, he couldn't stop staring.

After the library we went out to eat, both kiddos did well. Poor Nathan kept having his naps interrupted however. Since he falls asleep the second he gets in the car I had to wake him up twice (once at the library and once at the restaurant) so when we got home I sat in the car for 40 minutes so he could finally get an hour of sleep.

Other than that I've just been doing some laundry and dishes today. Need to finish this up since I really should be  working on my homework that's due tomorrow. I was planning on starting it around 5 but Caleb had to set up the new speakers he got for the computer and then it was time for dinner. Guess I better get started.

If you get bored and are in any way interested in libraries, check out my school blog (for my class) at http://lis768.tametheweb.com/ksteve85/

To Nathan

Nathan,

You're going to be 6 months old in fifteen days. Can you please explain to me where the those last six months went? How did the pudgy little thing I gave birth to morph into this adorable little man? I hate leaving you everyday to go to work, but I must admit the best part of my day is when I walk in that door and you jump up and down. The excitement on your face is worth it. You are growing so fast, it amazes me. Three teeth in less than a month...rolling over...I'm sure you'll be sitting up in the next couple weeks. All of these beautiful milestones make up for the fact that you're still not sleeping through the night. ;) 

I love you sweet boy! It's incredibly bittersweet watching you grow. This morning as I watched you sleep you scrunched your brow and I saw the sixteen year old you will become. So big, so fast. I miss you already.

Love,

Mommy

Phew!

I can't even begin to express how needed today was. After having class all weekend last week I needed a day to do absolutely nothing. I'm sure I'll be in my pjs all day and I'm really okay with that.

School is going well...so far is isn't too overwhelming. My class that meets over three weekends this semester is probably the best class I've taken so far. I have to blog and use Twitter for it. That makes it quite easy to keep up with. There is quite a bit of reading for my YA Lit class, but so far I'm keeping up...hopefully it'll stay that way! I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel for this degree though. Just a year from now I'll be starting the process of student teaching and therefore the job hunt! I can't wait to get into my official career.

Work is going well, nothing too amazing going on these days. I'm also still doing Scentsy which I really enjoy. I don't know that I'll ever get so heavily involved in it that I'll attend conferences and what not, but I enjoy the product enough that I want to sell it still...pretty good in my opinion since I was over Avon by the time I started almost. Making $150-200 a month isn't too hard to do and it really helps us out with the grocery bill! Now if I could just find some more customers to have a party!

As for the most important part of life: Nathan is snoozing on my lap right now. He's still not in his crib for naps. We've also been having a lot of trouble getting him in his crib at night these days. Ever since we got back from Oklahoma he's had problems at night. We had to bring him back into bed with us just to function. I think it was a lovely combo of just getting back, starting solids, and the big one: teething. Nathan now has two new teeth! So cute..his bottom teeth have broken through and are now part of his adorable little smile.

It's amazing how quickly they change from 3-5 months. He's grabbing everything, almost ready to sit up on his own and just so much more aware that I just stare at him in disbelief sometimes. Before I know it he's going to be crawling...which reminds me, I really need to finish babyproofing this place. We need to buy gates still.

Alright, well hopefully it wont be another two weeks before I post again. I can't promise they'll be long posts but I hope to keep you updated with Nathan's milestones!

wow

Wow it's been a while! I have a feeling it'll be a bit until my next post as well. Classes start on Monday and I really think I've gotten in over my head. I know I can do it, but it's going to be stressful. Needless to say, I spent much of today just hanging out with Nathan. I'm a little worried I'm going to miss out on even more than I already do these next four months!

Nathan had his 4 month appointment a few weeks ago and is growing like crazy! He is in the 95% for height and weight and was given the all clear to start rice cereal. We've been eating rice cereal for almost a week now and today I started giving it to him twice a day. In other milestone news, he's getting his front two teeth in and is getting closer and closer to sitting up on his own. At church last Sunday he had it although I don't trust it quite yet, I was keeping my hands close by just in case he toppled over.

While he started rolling from front to back pretty early, he doesn't do it often and he's still working on getting from back to front. He rolls onto his side and sometimes almost gets there...he just needs to figure out how to push himself over that last little bit.

The doctor said that larger  babies sometimes take longer to roll over since they have more weight, so I'm trying not to worry. He's ahead a bit on the sitting, but behind on the rolling....hopefully he'll be fine though!

He also LOVES to jump and play with his feet. Over Christmas he discovered both of these things - he also found his voice and chatters away constantly. Where did my little baby go?

2009 in review..

January

2009 started out in Branson, MO. We had spent Christmas with Caleb's family and finished it off with New Years in Branson. We had fun but I was sick with a nasty nasty cold. We'd also just found out I was pregnant again (after our October miscarriage) a few weeks prior so I was on edge - as I would be for the majority of the winter and spring.

When we returned to Chicago we got some wonderful, amazing news...at our 8 week appointment we had a strong heartbeat! With our previous pregnancy we had a weak heartbeat at 6 weeks and nothing at 8...so this was awesome to hear!

I started my third semester at Dominican (for Library Science) and one night after class I had a message from my parents. Please Call.

Turned out that my grandfather had passed away. I wasn't extremely close to him, but it certainly wasn't news I wanted to hear...that's how January closed out..

February

The first week of February I found myself traveling to Oklahoma City for a week to be with my mom while she planned my grandfather's funeral and took care of everything that needed to be done.

Later in February we had a pregnancy scare. We had just had our 12 week ultrasound and everything was prefect when around 13 weeks I woke up with some bleeding. Thankfully it was nothing, but it through me for a loop. This pregnancy stuff is nerve-racking! Just when I had started to get comfortable...needless to say that experience kept me on edge for a while.

March

March brought hopes of spring weather, but nothing showed...not even rain, only snow :(

In late March, at 17 weeks pregnant I felt the baby move! It was an awesome feeling and was quite reassuring.

The final week we went to Colorado to be with my parents for Spring Break. It was great to see everyone and we even got to see my best friend Maggie and her son Vaughn for lunch one day!

April

April brought the anticipation of the "big" ultrasound. Boy or Girl??

BOY!!

April also brought some nervousness when it came to losing my job. Our school was doing cutbacks and we wouldn't find out officially who was leaving until late April.

Caleb and I were also attempting to find another apartment to move into that would have room for the baby. 

It was stressful because we had a deadline of when to tell our landlord we would be leaving, but we also didn't know for sure what was happening since if I did lose my job we'd have to move back to Oklahoma...we can't afford rent here in Chicago without my job. Either way, we knew it was God's plan...but I like to plan for things, so I really wanted to know!

May

May brought the news that I would be keeping my job next year as well as the anticipation of a new apartment.

June

June was BUSY. The first of the month was spent moving into our new place. After that, at work we were preparing for the end of the school year.

The second week of June, my cousin came out to visit us for a week.

After Megan left, all of our family came into to town for my baby shower. It was wonderful to see everyone. Having everyone here really made me realize how much I miss them. I can't wait to move back!

July

July brought the anticipation of baby. I couldn't believe I was only a month away! I was taking summer classes and we also weren't able to go to the lake in Oklahoma for our yearly trip because I was so pregnant but Caleb and I spent the month enjoying our last bit of time alone.

We went to the beach down the street and spent the 4th of July trying to see the fireworks at Navy Pier (they were hard to see this far north!)

Other than that I spent the month preparing the nursery and making sure we had everything.

August

The 15th of August was my best friend Sarah's wedding. I was supposed to be a bridesmaid but since I was 9 months pregnant and it was outside in the August heat, I instead just wore the wedding colors and was an "honorary" bridesmaid.

Ten days later came my due date...and with it,

Nathaniel Louis Stevenson!

I was induced because they were afraid he was too small. Turns out he wasn't, he was just right!

7lbs, 15oz - 20.5 inches long - 9:47pm

Most of our immediate family was able to come out and be with us for a few days so it was wonderful that everyone got to see him brand new!

September & October

These two months were spent mainly at home enjoying our little man!

Caleb celebrated his 28th birthday on Sept. 29th although I know he'd like to forget he's as close to 30 as he is!

My dad came to visit in mid-September since he wasn't able to come out for Nathan's birth and October brought my in-laws for another visit :)

November

I went back to work in November. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, but I still really wish I could stay home with him.

Caleb is now only working weekends and is a stay-at-home daddy...I am a bit jealous but also really glad we don't have to do daycare. It makes leaving the house in the morning easier.

Thanksgiving brought my family out from Colorado

December

We took two weeks (just got home yesterday, actually) at Christmas this year and spent the first week with Caleb's family in Oklahoma and the next with my family in Denver.

We have a TON of pictures of Nathan's first Christmas, but I haven't uploaded them yet, so keep watch for them!

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All in all this year turned out to be a very good one. It started a little rough, but in the end really became a year to remember. I can't believe Nathan is here and is real...everyday I sometimes just stare at him in disbelief.

We are so blessed!